兩天前就開始了的心情 What's in my mind since two days ago

現在剛滿月不久的寶寶正在身邊， 發出一連串不滿意的“唉，唉”聲。
從兩天前心情就開始焦躁不安。看樣子生頭胎時的產後憂鬱症又回來了。
老實說，我這個時候的人生， 好像除了每三小時擠奶， 然後餵奶， 就沒有剩下任何其他的目標了。
這和一頭活在紐西蘭農場的乳牛有什麽兩樣？
會焦躁，憂鬱是正常的。

是時候找一些事情做一做了。

Now my new born baby is making unhappy noise beside me.
Since 2 days ago,I started to feel unease, easy to get angry. Seems like the Post-Natal-Blue is coming back again, after my 4 years ago first maternity.
Frankly speaking, my life now is really aimless. My daily life is purely providing the fresh squeeze milk every 3 hourly; nothing different from a milk cow who live in the New Zealand farm.
It is quite easy to make a human gone crazy when you just serve the purpose as a milk cow.

I think I should start to do something to make me feel better.